Cheryl's letter from Ashley girl

CHERYL Cole has been sent an apology — and warning — from her ex-husband Ashley's air hostess lover.

Kerry Meades, who enjoyed steamy LA sex sessions with Ashley unaware he was trying to woo back Cheryl, has sent an open letter saying sorry to the 28-year-old singer.

But she also warned her that England star Ashley, 30, will never change.
Kerry, 29, admits she "really fancied" the Chelsea defender. She also says the "childish" footballer has no idea how hurtful his actions are.

Letter's be friends ... air hostess Kerry Meades

Reveal Magazine

She writes in Reveal magazine:
"Dear Cheryl,
"I want to start by saying that I'm sorry. Not for my actions — because I was a single girl and I thought Ashley was a single guy. But I'm sorry you've had to learn this way that Ashley isnt' the changed man you thought he was.
"It's clear you love Ashley as you've taken this huge risk to take him back. I feel awful because he's let you down again.
"Ashley was meant to be trying to prove himself to you but he failed, I think it's clear he's not going to change.
"I know just how charming he is. He's so funny, playful sweet and his childish sense of humour is really endearing.
"I also really fancied him as a person. He might be short but what he lacks in height he makes up for in personality.
"But don't be fooled by his act. He's calculating and knows exactly what he's doing. Whilst he was trying to win you back, he was with me — and that is just wrong.

"He's a liar and a cheat and you deserve better. You have the world at your feet, so please don't settle for a rat like Ashley. Maybe he's told you he's ready to settle down and have children, but the Ashley I saw was nothing like that.
"He has no idea how much he hurts people. He's surrounded by people who tell him how amazing he is, so he thinks he's invincible.
"If you choose to forgive him, my only advice is keep one eye open at all times. Keep your guard up.
"He's in a position where he can destroy you — and I really hope you don't let that happen.
"From Kerry."